Thursday, November 11, 2010
32...more days (:
So i know counting down to things only makes time go slower but at times i just cant help myself. i officially 32 days of school which is only a month and 2 days which converts into 768 hours which is 46080 minutes which is 2764800 seconds of school. Which can only make me smile (: but that does not mean that it still is not super hard to get outta bed every morning i hate coming to school anymore... but who am i kidding i never did. i don't know what to write about. My dads birthday is in like 2 weeks and i have no clue what to get him I'm not good at the whole gift picking and giving thing so this is hard.Oooo... i saw the cutest old couple ever yesterday and they we walking and holding hands and you know they were walking all slow cus there old and slow. but they were just tiny and wrinkled and so in love its was so adorable. This week went by maybe because Ive not been here the full week but still it has. I figured i would get this blog stuff out the way so i don't have to worry about it but i have no more random things to write about. You might not see me tomorrow Mr. Potter so have a wonderful weekend (:
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
ehh :/
So its Wednesday and I'm very tired this week has been going way faster in my mind then what it really has been going. This school year has been something its like its going fast and slow all at the same time. i mean we have already knocked out 1 quarter but it just doesn't feel like I'm knocking these days down any faster. but hay its whatever really because by January it will be over and time to hit the big girl and boy world. AHHHHH !!!! I'm kinda scared i think its really because i don't know what to expect and i hate not knowing things like that. Also for a indecisive girl like me its a struggle i mean all my college apps still are not in and i still have no clue really where i would like to go or what i would like to do. the book you picked for us is actually kind of good. i really like Life of Pi . It was so cold outside this morning i wasn't really ready for it when i came outside. it was like this burst of cold air. I just wasent expecting that. i moving somewhere where it is hot 24/7 all year 365 days its that serious for me. well minus one day cus i would love snow on Christmas that would be lovely. I'm very upset with Lindsey Heffron ! i bet she never heard her alarm go off and she is still engulfed in her huge bed warm. unlike moi who is here >:O but anyways have a very warm and majestic day everyone :) 1 more day till weezy is free !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, October 22, 2010
The Sun is always Shining :)
“I know it seems hard sometimes but remember one thing...through every dark night there is a brighter day after that. So no matter how hard it gets stick your chest out, keep ya head up and handle it”
Tupac Shakur said those great words. Ever since I heard them I have tried to apply them to my life and in every situation I have been through it has rang true. I remember first hearing those words writing them down making sure that every word was exact and every period and comma was in its right spot. I think I carried that note around with me every where for at least a year. The quote spoke to me on so many levels and it still gets me through the saddest of days.
At a point in my life I felt as if god dealt me one of the worst hands. It seemed like everything that could go wrong would go wrong and I felt like my world was crashing down on me in every aspect of my life. I would always ask myself “Why me?” and “How come everything horrid seems to happen to me?”
I can remember when I was seven my dad and I went to the store on my birthday and he told me I could pick put any bike that I wanted. That was one of the happiest days of my life in my household it was not to often where I got just go in the store and get whatever I wanted. Well being the tomboy that I was I picked out this blue, sliver, and yellow mongoose bike, it was a five speed bike and also my first big girl bike. I fell so far in love with that bike that you would think it actually had feelings. I would ride it every day when I came home from school and I told all my friends about how cool it was. So this particular day my friend came home with me to see it. I rushed in the apartment ran to my balcony and my bike was not there. As you could probably tell I went crazy I ran to my dad screaming “where is my bike dad” “it’s gone”. That is when my dad broke the news to me that my mom was gone again and this time my bike among other things was gone with her.
I cried for weeks I was so confused about why she would steal my thing we were mother and daughter flesh and blood, but little did I know then that drugs, crack could have such a strong hold on a person that they lose all sight and control. That was the first day I learned of my moms drug abuse, because it was the first time she lost control. That was also the first day I ever felt my heartbreak. I did not see my mom for months after the incident. I was so hurt, confused and felt as if my world was over. Things got better as they always do and I even summoned up enough energy to forgive my mom but that was certainly not her last escapade. I learned that you can not control others actions and you surely shouldn’t let your happiness depend on them.
That experience was not the only one to make me believe in Tupac’s words. There have been many more experiences not just with my mom but with life in general. Every time that quote has rang true, it will eventually get better and it may not also seem so but the sun is always shining somewhere you just have enough power and strength to make it to and through those days.
Monday, October 18, 2010
i am a lil late this week
Hmm...I just wanna say that that fire drill this morning was stupid and whatever stupid kid that pulled it was ignorant and i just would like to ask him why ? why ? lol SO.... Mr. Potter Mrs.Bridges sub is mono toned and has no personality and i would love for you too see what he is wearing let me take a picture hold on lol
| SUB: MR. NO PERSONALITY |
you should see his hair up close its all greasey and pulled back like you just know that when he puts his hand through his hair nothing but grease is on his hand. And you know these kids is in here acting up lol I really dont have much else to talk about my weekend was so crazy my best friend just turned 18 and you know she was feeling all grown and what not so we stayed out till like 3 and 5 in the morning all weekend. On friday we wnet to the haunted house in Mansfield the one shawshank Redemption was filmed at. You know when you are just expecting to be scared to death i wanted to be like michel myers scared and they just didnt do that for me. I mean dont get me wrong i was scared but was it some like freddy and jason type stuff NO and thats really what i was going for. So im going to try again this weekend. The rest of my weekend was not so school apprpritate so we wont touch on that. But i think im about done ;) have a good tragic free day
Monday, October 4, 2010
hmm..its Monday :/
So its monday and its the start of this long week. I feel as if its gonna rain today and that would be amazing. As you you know mr potter i came into this blogger game a lil on the late side but hay im here now and i would like to have some more followers now i could get my own followers but you have told me only our class could be our friends so imma need you to fix this forreal get up on that for me ! please and thank you. now on to the next>>>>> so lately i have just been feeling nicki minaj is my S*** !!!!!! nowadays but mr potter i know you dont listen to her and sometimes she do say some off the wall stuff but hay ! shes a charcter and i love it <3 yup !!!!!! but you cant tell me im not the baddest bi*** <<<and you cant deny her lol as much as we wanna deny it.
but moving on guccis album just came out and i recently bought it only to find out that it was okay which kinda upset me i expected more from him as a artist but hay its whatever good thing i aint buy it from the store and i only spent 5 dollars on it from a arabian guy in front of my corner store but you gotta be careful cus them peoples be on some other lol i have bought cds from them and they be al kinds of messed up and you just get mad atleast at hte store you can return not at the corner store. so mr potter i guess this comes down to one important question that everyone wants to know how many times have you been cussed out ? hahahaha..... dueces !!!!! free weezy !
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